Saturday, March 7, 2015

Learning to Teach


Thanks for keeping up with my blog! I'm sorry it's been more than a month, the transition has been very intensive (in a good way). Every day I'm growing more and more into my roles as a teacher, mentor/counselor, community member, neighbor, friend and guest of Tanzania. I'd like to reflect on my first month of teaching with you to see where I started, where I am, and where I am going as a teacher at St Peter Claver High School in Dodoma.
Kufanya tayarisha
The teachers and staff started working a week before lessons began, a time for kick-off meetings and lesson planning for everyone else, but for Becca and I it was also an opportunity to get to know our coworkers and practice our Swahili. We became accustomed to the routine of catching the teachers' bus at 6:45am, break for tea at 9:20, lunch at 12:30 and taking the bus home at 5pm. It was very helpful to know faces, schedules and the setting of school before the students arrived on campus and lessons started.
Siku ya kwanza
The first day of lessons began with a pleasant surprise; my dad contacted Becca and had her prepare something very special for me to wake up to. Becca created little paper footprints leading from the door of my room out of the house; this was just like my first day of kindergarten when my dad let me follow the footprints to my first day of class. It was such a thoughtful gesture and it gave me the confidence to seize the day.
My first class went more or less how I had planned. I was able to introduce myself, take attendance, explain the meaning/importance of the class, hold a short interactive lesson about the difference between data and information, and close with a prayer. When it was all said and done I left the classroom feeling like I had learned just as much from the students as they learned from me.  I have had this feeling each day since; that I am working hard to learn their names, backgrounds, previous knowledge, behaviors, and learning style while they learn from me not only about computers but also about my background and personality too. This two-way relationship between teacher and student is something I am so happy to experience and develop.
Magis
Becca, Mary and I organized an orientation weekend for the first-year students titled 'Camp Magis' after the Ignatian idea of being "Magis" (Latin for "more") for God and others. We led team-building activities, trivia challenges, a sports tournament, and a skit competition on the lives of saints. All in all, Camp Magis served as a time for the students (and us!) to have fun, get to know each other, and feel at home at St a Peter Claver. The seeds of friendships, life-lessons, and respect we sowed that
weekend are blossoming now and will continue to do so.

Kufundisha Computer
Teaching computer class is about the last thing I expected or desired when I came here, but I've found it to be a remarkably rewarding experience so far. I arrived not knowing the resources of the school or the students' familiarity with computers, but I've slowly come to realize that, like anything in life, it's all about attitude. If I arrive to a lab with broken/disorganized computers, it's a chance to fix what I can and provide some organization. If some students have never used a computer before, it's a chance to introduce them in a constructive way. So far we've covered the basics about data, information, communication, technology and processing; we are right on schedule now as we start moving from the classroom to the computer lab to begin applying what we've learned. The students have shown great effort, improvement, interest, humor and curiosity both in and out of class (they ask the BEST questions, such as "what was the first source of information?" and "where did the word 'Magis' come from?") The joy I'm experiencing with the work of teaching is completely one-of-a-kind, I am so happy to be learning and growing with these students in an environment that fosters faith, self-discovery and cultural exchange for the students and teachers alike.
Faith
When I arrived at the school in January the administration was still searching for a second-year computer teacher. I was sort of alone in the computer lab, not sure how to move forward in a way that was helpful but sensitive of my role as a foreign volunteer. Then along came Faith, a fun, confident, joyful Kenyan woman who really knows her computers. She has brought new life to the computer department, fearlessly leading us into a new era with what seems like infinite possibilities. Together we have figured out ways to fix and organize the lab, acquire necessary resources, manage the students' computer use, and work with students with computer skills ranging from beginner to expert. I am so happy and grateful to be working with Faith, she brings hope and laughter to the office each day.
Kufundisha Values
Along with teaching computer lessons for the entire class of first-years, I am teaching half of the first-year values lessons. Values is a new course developed by the Jesuit volunteers and priests to offer each student an opportunity for self-reflection, character development, discussing transition/life issues, etc. So far our lessons have focused on identity; we've made creative projects and texts about our names and what they mean and we've explored the 'layers' of who we are on the inside and the outside. Next we are making skits about good and bad examples of values like honesty, respect, generosity, compassion and justice. I'm so excited to continue with these lessons as we build each other up in fun, creative ways. These lessons are a nice compliment to the computer lessons; whereas in computer class I need to be sure to cover certain topics in the national syllabus, in values class I have absolute freedom to shift and shape the syllabus in values class to fit the needs of the students and their lives.
Exploring Vocation
For some time now I have been feeling drawn to teaching as a vocational direction that might foster a way of life that brings joy and fulfillment. Finding myself here at St Peter Claver is absolutely a confirmation of that tugging I've been feeling in my heart; the work of teaching is both 100% challenging and 100% a blessing. I really look forward to my lessons and preparing for them doesn't seem like work, it feels like one of those projects that suck you in and hours go by without you realizing it. I guess what I'm trying to say is that I've fallen in love with the entire concept of teaching because it is so immersive and real with opportunities for critical thinking, reflection, hard work, building respectful relationships, discussion, finding God in challenges, building character, and learning from our mistakes.
Next post: I will do my best to write another post soon, I look forward to sharing about Lent and the development of my realationship with my host family. I am doing my best to balance writing too much and too little as well as posting too often and too infrequently; I hope you understand and support me in my effort to live in the moment while taking time to reflect with you through my blog! Thank you for taking time to read and walk with me, it means so much. Be well and a God bless during Lent and always.
Peace & love,
-Ryan-

PS we did it! We reached our goal for my fundraising campaign! I am so happy and grateful for your donations, it blows me away how supportive everyone is. But I was thinking, why stop here?!? If you have been considering a donation now is a great time to add to the many generous donations that support the work of the Jesuit mission and us volunteers. Check out the fundraising page to see how much we've raised and add your part, thanks!

Tuesday, January 13, 2015

New Year, New Home

Having been in Tanzania for just over a month, I thought I would take the opportunity to reflect and share with you some of the sights, lessons and encounters I've experienced since being here. I hope this message finds you looking at the new year with hope and reflecting onthe blessings of 2014 with gratitude. Thank you for taking time to read about my transition into my new home!
Karibuni Tanzania!
     After a long journey across the Atlantic and the African continent, we found ourselves in the bustling city of Dar Es Salaam. Besides having a rich native and colonial history, Dar has the longest history with Jesuit Volunteers in Tanzania so it was a good place to visit first in order to "see where it all began." The veteran Dar volunteers Erin and Alyson did an amazing job of giving us rookies a glimpse of life as a volunteer with visits to the schools and shared meals. Everywhere we went, starting with our arrival at the airport and continuing with our walks in the neighborhoods and schools, Tanzanians told us "Karibuni Tanzania"--we welcome you all to Tanzania.
Kujifunza Kiswahili
   This year was the first time the Jesuit Volunteer corps was able to send Tanzanian volunteers to a language school to take two weeks of Swahili lessons. I was extremely excited about and grateful for this opportuinity to get a jump start in the language that is quickly becoming my means of communication with neighbors, friends, coworkers, and fellow parishioners. We found the lovely school campus in Morogoro to be the perfect place to adjust to the jet lag and climate, meet other international volunteers and, of course, work hard on improving our Swahili. Morning grammar lessons and afternoon conversation drills gave us plenty of new phrases, vocabulary, and grammar rules to digest. These two weeks also gave us four new volunteers--Becca, Barbara, Allison and I--the chance to bond, laugh at our linguistic and cultural mistakes together, and build the relationships that will support each other for the next two years. After our two weeks of lessons and a few excursions into town, to the market, up the nearby Uluguru mountains, we were amazed at how we could begin to comprehend conversations and partake in simple greetings and introductions; I am so excited to continue to build on this great foundation provided by the language school.
Karibu Nyumbani
     During language school, Becca and I--the new volunteers to Dodoma--started to wonder if we would ever have the chance to settle in our new home. Almost three weeks of living out of our backpacks and suitcases was rather exhausting and unsettling; we craved a sense of true arrival and belonging. We were so happy and relieved when we arrived in our house in Dodoma to find a lovely home full of warm and welcoming people. Roxanne and Jamie, the outgoing volunteers, graciously shared an evening of stories, reflections and words of wisdom on the eve of their departure and Mary and Victoria, the remaining second-years, have shown nothing but hospitality and genuine friendship since we arrived in community. Our church and school communities have welcomed us with open arms, eagerly finding ways to get to know us and get us involved. The church and school includes many Jesuit priests and sisters from a number of congregations; they are all such interesting and holy people with whom I am very blessed to have the chance to befriend, teach and worship.
Yangu, Yako, Yetu
     Following our arrival in Dodoma, the Dar JV community joined us for an Advent community-building retreat. We found a lovely convent where the Ivreya sisters welcomed us with delicious food and a quiet space to reflect where we explored the theme "mine, yours, ours" and how introspection of ourselves, appreciation of others and sharing our gifts and struggles will help us form a strong community. Discussions about spirituality, personality, privilege, and prayer helped us begin to unlock our potential as an intentional volunteer community. It is such a blessing to live with Mary, Victoria and Becca and to share the experience as JVs in Tanzania with Barbara, Allison, Erin and Alyson; the retreat allowed us all to bond and start the new year on the right foot.
Heri ya Krismasi na Mwaka Mpia!
     On Christmas Eve we returned to Dodoma from retreat and met Benedict--the German volunteer who lives with us and also works with Jesuit programs--with whom I am happy to speak German and become pals. That evening was the highly anticipated Mass at 9pm, complete with lively music, children dancing in unison in the aisles and loud trills from the women. Our parish also held a late-night Mass for New Year's Eve; it was so special to bring in the day of Christ's birth and 2015 with such lively and beautiful celebrations. Both holidays were followed by fun socials with the Jesuit and sister communities who offer amazing hospitality and a joyful spirit. And soon after the New Year began our house community became complete with the return of the British Jesuit volunteers Tom and Isaac. All of us together form a lively, diverse, fun and intentional community that I'm so glad to be part of.
Upendo wa Familia
     This year the JVC program organized the possibility of a home stay for Becca and I in order to build relationships, practice Swahili, and learn more about the day-to-day life of Tanzanian culture. I was blessed to stay with the family of Naftali, the school's head cook. He lives close to our home with his lovely wife and four beautiful children. We spent the weekend sitting, praying, cooking, chatting, eating, relaxing, and doing our best to communicate with my limited Swahili. Somehow we managed not only to communicate but form a strong bond which I see growing into a beautiful friendship.
Mtu ni Watu
     The past month has revealed many realities and lessons which I never could have foreseen. The shock from the difference in culture and lifestyle was almost overwhelming at first, but soon enough the reality of cold showers, flooded dirt roads, power cuts and relaxed schedules became less shocking with time and the realization that one can be happy with simple things like community and respect. Although preparing for school is a busier time, I very much enjoy the slower pace of life and the freedom to greet and chat with people.The importance of seeing the beauty and worth of each person is evident in how people greet one another here; you greet everyone and take time to ask about the news of their day, work, family or health. Although the response is always "nzuri", the response of "good" is far from shallow or thoughtless; it shows that I appreciate you asking how I am and that life is good and too short to complain. The appreciation of greeting everyone is a factor in the culture of impunctuality; time with people in the here and now is invaluable but planning and being on time for other things take a lesser priority. These things and many others are elements of the East-African proverb "mtu ni watu"--a person is people. The way I treat the person with me now is how I treat the entirety of humanity. I look forward to learning from it and living this interconnected way of life. Please wish me luck and keep me in your prayers as I start teaching at St Peter Claver High School this week; next post will include reflections on teaching! Be well and God bless
Peace & love,
-Ryan-
PS I'm so happy and grateful for the $2803 that's been donated toward my fundraising campaign! Thank you so much, I appreciate all the ways you support me; prayers, reading this blog, and making donations to JVC. We are just $530 from my goal of $3333, it would be so great to make that goal soon; thanks for contributing here!

Thursday, November 20, 2014

Between Two Worlds


It's safe to say that I learned a lot as I explored Europe for two months. Every culture has its own personality, every city has a history with ups and downs, and every person has a unique and beautiful story. Yes, I've learned many things from my travels but the most important lesson is that I have much to learn; the diversity of people, places and ideas in the world is both humbling and inspiring. These lessons are equally applicable to travel and life in Europe and the States and I look forward to seeing how they apply to my time in Tanzania. I find myself between two worlds as I process my trip in Europe and prepare for my mission in Tanzania. As much as these adventures may differ, I have faith that God will continue to be present in every encounter.

Gifts of a Pilgrimage
My pilgrimage of El Camino de Santiago was a time for personal reflection, making connections with pilgrims from all corners of the globe, and an abundance of spiritual gifts. As I walked through Spain on roads trod by millions of pilgrims before me, I felt connected to the universal Church and the common goal of growing closer to Christ while walking closer to the tomb of His apostle James.



As I spent hours and hours walking each day, I realized the greatest gift we have is time. Every moment we have on earth is a gift, and how blessed are we to be able to share those moments with people we love? That's not to say that moments alone aren't precious. I found a lot of peace with God during the early mornings and late evenings when I was walking alone; those times helped me focus on my prayer intentions. It was quite amazing to take time to pray alone exploring questions and often finding God's response to my questions--most often in the form of different questions--when I would walk and talk with fellow pilgrims, each of whom amazed me with their ideas of the world and reasons for embarking on their Camino. Though the physical aspect of the walking was demanding because of my short timeframe, I eventually found comfort in letting go of control and trusting in Christ's strength to walk the miles that I could not. The resounding lessons from my pilgrimage were
TRUST THE LORD and BE NOT AFRIAD!

Preparing for Departure 
Now that I'm back home in Wisconsin I'm processing my trip in Europe while preparing for my December 2nd departure for Tanzania; each day has been a gumbo of reading, journaling, skyping and packing. Many tough goodbyes have passed already and more are soon to come.  I've discovered that my initial placement at St Peter Claver High School will be in the school's campus ministry and computer departments; I look forward to sharing the joys and challenges of these roles when school starts in mid-January. Until then we new volunteers will be going through in-country orientation (to build on the two-week orientation we had in Scranton over the summer) which includes Swahili language school, a stay with a host family, and a retreat.

Overwhelming Generosity
I'm very happy and grateful that my Send me to Serve fundraising is coming right along! Peoples' generosity has been overwhelming thus far; I've felt so much support by people who've contributed with small and large donations. Right now I have similar feelings about my fundraising as I did during my pilgrimage. On the very first day of my Camino I was surprised with a delicious lunch buffet of Spanish food offered graciously by a local woman I had never met. Likewise, some of the huge donations I've received thus far have been anonymous or from people I've never met in person. And, just as I felt halfway through the Camino pilgrimage, I recognize there is a long way to go but I trust that God will find a way to help reach my fundraising goal. This process of asking for money is very new and humbling for me and I thank you so much for joining the ministry of JVC in this way. Please find the fundraising page here and remember that every little bit counts toward my goal of $3333! Muchas gracias

The Opportune Moment
Something dawned on me as I was flying to the States from Europe; every moment is an opportunity. A long flight is an opportunity to rest and watch some movies. A late bus is an opportunity to practice patience. A mistake is an opportunity to improve. A meal is an opportunity to give thanks. An encounter with a stranger is an opportunity for a friendship. A conversation is an opportunity to share ideas and experiences. As I now take time at home to connect with family and friends, I look forward to the opportunity to begin my life as a Jesuit volunteer in Tanzania. Thank you for your prayers and support, I feel my mind and heart ready for whatever God has in store for me.

Peace & love,
-Ryan-
rknotttza14@gmail.com

PS for anyone concerned about me and the Ebola outbreak, this article sheds light on the tragedy as a whole and this article puts in perspective where the disease is and how it is affecting the entire African continent. I don't want to assume you are ignorant of the epidemic or geography, but it sure is interesting that I was closer to the outbreak's epicenter when I was in Europe than I will be in Tanzania.

Saturday, October 18, 2014

On the Way

Why am I doing JVC?

With my departure fast-approaching (December 2nd!) I have been thinking more and more about my reasons for committing to the Jesuit Volunteer Corps program. I find myself in a different mindset as compared to when I signed the dotted line in March, but the essential draw remains the same; I desire to live out God's will in a way that sheds light on new cultures, breaks down unjust barriers and spreads the Gospel's message of peace & love.

Each of these things are meant to be a two-way street. I intend to share about my experience of culture as I soak in that of Tanzania. I hope to erode biases and fears of my own as I work toward justice and education in my volunteer work. I look forward to witnessing and being witness to Christ's transformative love. The chance to live and grow in Tanzania is once-in-a-lifetime, but moreover I believe this opportunity was offered to challenge the way I look at the world, my relationships, and my place therein.

A Pilgrim's Journey

For the last six weeks I have been experiencing the world in a way I never thought possible. Using trains, planes, ships and bikes I've been visiting family and friends in all corners of Europe: Ireland, Norway, Sweden, Germany, Austria, Slovakia, Poland, Italy, and now Spain. I wish words could describe the depth and beauty of these visits; each person and place I've encountered has taught me so much about myself, the world, and how God can be found in all things.

The final leg of my journey will be in northern Spain along the route of St James, a pilgrimage known as El Camino de Santiago de Compostela. I will start walking in León along the "Camino Frances"--the "French Way" which begins in St Jean, France--and walk 300km/190miles to the Santiago Cathedral where the apostle James rests. This website gives an overview of the El Camino's ancient history and tradition, which is steeped in Catholic devotion, outdoor adventure and trusting in God's providence.

Why am I walking El Camino? 
Since hearing about the pilgrimage from friends who have completed it, I have had the desire to see what the social, physical and spiritual elements of being a pilgrim are all about. Sure, I have travelled in Europe, South Africa, the Philippines, and the United States but never before have I been "on the road" alone and completely dependent on the generosity of others and the grace of God.

There are three prayer intentions that will be at the forefront of my mind as I walk, pray, listen and witness God's love. First is for the happiness and health of all. This may seem too general, but it really is my wish that everyone can have the opportunity for a life that is fulfilling, joyful, healthy and safe. Too many people are oppressed by conditions that are beyond their control; war, racism, hunger, sexism and lack of quality education are examples of how injustices keep people from living happy and healthy lives. Regardless of our background or faith tradition, we can agree that happiness and health are things everyone deserves. I pray especially for people who have walked El Camino before me, people who are sick, and people I have wronged.

Second, I pray for my relationships with my friends, family, and my girlfriend Sara. All of these relationships are built on love and trust, and I pray that they can continue to grow despite my distance from home. Two verses have reminded me lately to believe in God's ability to maintain relationships regardless of barriers of time and space. The first has always been close to my heart but was refreshed when it was read at Mass last week, "I can do all things through Christ who strengthens me" (Phil 4:13). The second is just as classic but equally powerful "faith, hope and love remain...and the greatest of these is love" (1 Cor 13:13). These verses remind me that the foundation of my relationships--faith, hope & love--are the same foundation of Christ's strength which can help us bear, believe, hope and endure all things.

Third, I pray for the JVC program and especially the community in Dodoma, Tanzania. I can hardly wait to enter the community of housemates, parishioners, students, teachers, neighbors and friends that will shape and transform me over the next two years. I know I will have the opportunity to teach and spread God's love but I pray that I can be just as open to being taught and evangelized. I pray that my students know how much I care about them and that I can be a channel of peace and love to everyone I meet.

Join me on the Journey

I hope you can accompany me in praying for these intentions as I make my spiritual journey toward Santiago. You will certainly be in my prayers and I invite you to message or email (rknotttza14@gmail.com) me with any specific prayer requests you may have. And along with your prayers I would appreciate any donations toward my fundraising goal ($3,333). As JVC's fundraising philosophy notes (see last post) donations by friends and family are ways for you to be part of my experience as a Jesuit volunteer. The donations are used to support us volunteers and the programs (schools, churches, ministries) where we work. This is where you can find my fundraising page. Thank you so much for your prayers, support, love and donations; it's people like you that make this crazy life an absolute joy.

Peace & love,
-Ryan-

Monday, May 12, 2014

Hello & Info


Hello Friends! I will be posting more soon as I prepare for my departure as a Jesuit Volunteer but for the meantime here is some information about the Jesuit Volunteer Corps,  the school I'll be working with, and the importance of my fundraising efforts in the broader picture of the program. Please read below and check out my fundraising page here: Send Me To Serve--Ryan Knott
A Brief History of JVC
The seeds of the Jesuit Volunteer Corps were planted in 1956 when Fr. Jack Morris, S.J., and the Sisters of Saint Ann formed a partnership to open the Copper Valley School for Native Alaskan children. A small group of college students began serving the native people at this school, forming the first JV community. Five decades later, more than 13,000 Jesuit volunteers have served tens of thousands of individuals and families at hundreds of sites around the world. They’ve worked tirelessly for social justice, while exploring their spirituality and faith through a framework of Catholic, Ignatian values. In 2009, four regional Jesuit Volunteer Corps offices and Jesuit Volunteers International united to form JVC. Bringing together groups with shared history, values, and mission, this merger gives us additional resources and capacity.
Domestically, Jesuit Volunteers serve full-time for one or two years in non-profit organizations and schools, working in direct service, advocacy, and community organizing. There are currently 325 Jesuit Volunteers living and working in 39 cities in the United States and there are 50 Jesuit Volunteers serving in six nations: Belize, Chile, Micronesia, Nicaragua, Peru, and Tanzania.
Internationally, JVC responds to requests from works of the Society of Jesus, the local Church, and other organizations seeking to alleviate poverty. Jesuit Volunteers are sent to live, work, and learn with and among poor people as teachers, social workers, and pastoral ministers.
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St Peter Claver High School--Dodoma, Tanzania
School Motto: to learn, to love, to serve.
Our school is meant to develop young men and women to become leaders in every aspect of life in Tanzania (government, business, education, religion, etc.). As a Catholic school
sponsored by the Society of Jesus (Jesuits), we also consider it our duty to form young men and women to be “beholders of God’s grace,” to see how God’s love is active in the world — and to respond to the divine love in service to God and service to humanity.


Fundraising for the Jesuit Volunteer Corps


“Fundraising is proclaiming what we believe in such a way that we offer other people an opportunity to participate with us in our vision and mission.”

—Henri Nouwen

The Spirituality of Fundraising


In order to run the JVC program this upcoming year, JVC needs $4.1 million.

WHY?

  1. 1)  It makes volunteers' experience possible; flights, training, housing, food, etc
  2. 2)  It allows domestic agencies to save somewhere around $20,000 a year, since volunteers work for a fraction of what would be paid to a regular, salaried employee. International agencies save even more. 
  3. 3)  Do the math. With about 260 domestic placements a year and 50 international 
  4. placements, JVC saves local non-profits and schools over $6 million dollars EACH year. This means that agencies are able to spend more money helping the people they serve.
Where does the money come from?
  • ●  Society of Jesus: $170,000
  • ●  Assessment fees and health insurance, paid 
  • by agencies: $2.33 million
  • ●  Parishes, foundations, volunteer fundraising
  • through Send Me To Serve, and individual gifts: $1.58 million

What does that money actually pay for?
  •   Each Jesuit Volunteer is supported by staff members who journey with each community throughout the year; provide support, advice, and encouragement; and work with our partner agencies. JVC also has staff members dedicated to recruiting, website management, fundraising, FJV relations, finance, and administration. Together, the entire JVC staff works to support our agencies and volunteers and ultimately support those that these agencies and volunteers serve. The staff needs salaries and benefits, which costs $1.85 million.
  •   We spend another $1.73 million on volunteer support. This includes providing retreats, visiting each of you in community twice during the year, and administering your health insurance and FJV programs.
  •   Another $100,000 is needed for things like sending recruiters to college campuses, developing marketing materials, maintaining the website, and printing applications and magazines. 
  •   Finally, $370,000 is spent on running our office. Rent, computers, photocopies, phones, fundraising efforts, etc. can become costly. 
THANK YOU for reading and offering your prayers and support!

peace & love,

-Ryan-